Brendan is backpacking :)

Well tonight I am missing my first born (and my husband). I realized yesterday that this is the first time since Bren's diagnosis that I have been away from him. It is both a blessing and a curse. I find myself constantly worried about him, wondering if he is okay, if daddy is checking him like he should, if he is having lows and getting treated well. You know all of the normal mommy things plus all of the normal diabetes mommy things wrapped together. I know that Bren will be fine and that Paul is a wonderful attentive daddy that is watching out for Bren--but it is still hard. :) I pray tonight that Bren and Nathan are having the times of their lives on their first ever backpacking trip with their dad's! What a huge amazing opportunity and experience for them. I am smiling through my tears--really I am!